finding beauty in the everyday


  • Frozen Desert

    Iced over ponds and rivers, the smell of piñon smoke in the air, snow packed hiking trails; New Mexico is having a real winter, reminiscent of those I remember as a child. Back then, my dad would flood the yard on the north side of our house and create an ice skating rink. At night,…

  • Connection vs. Consumption

    I am currently in the midst of that classic first Monday in January activity…sorting last year’s receipts. In a strange trip down memory lane, my desk is covered with piles of small white pieces of paper which recount all of the groceries, car repairs, restaurant meals, home improvements, dates, shopping trips, hairstyles, and donations made…

  • Do Over!

    I take back my 2019 word! Even as I was writing yesterday, I wasn’t sure integration was it. Too cold. Too vague. Too academic. And since this is my little Smagik world, I’m taking it back and going with… Connection. Similar, but with a warmer vibe. The roots of home. The mix of integrating hobbies…

  • To Live Whole

    Every year, my mom gives me a Redstone Diary Calendar for Christmas. They choose a word or a theme for the coming year, as I do, and without fail, our words tend to blend bizarrely well. Out of fear of ever being audited, I keep past calendars in discarded black shoe boxes, taken from costume…